Nikka Costa - My First Love lyric

Everyone can see
There's a change in me
They all say I'm not the same
Kid I used to be

Don't go out and play
I just dream all day
They don't know what's wrong with me
And I'm to shy to say

[Chorus:]
It's my first love
What I dreaming of
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don't know what to do
My first love
Thinks that I'm too young
He doesn't even know
Wish that I could show him what I'm feeling
Coz I'm feeling my first love

Mirror on the wall
Is he care at all
Will he ever notice me
Could he ever fall

Tell me teddy bear 
Why love is so unfair
Will he ever find a way
And answer to my pray

[Chorus]

My first love